This morning’s extra hour of sleep left this dream in its wake:
Lethargic, alone, I climb onto the bus, swipe my card in the meter, and head toward my usual seat near the front door. The bus lurches forward and I almost lose my balance. I grab the back of the seat and lower myself upon it, then scoot over to the window. Because a previous passenger had lowered the shade, I raise it. The sunshine smarts my eyes. I rub them.
My dreamer reminds me that I am on a journey, that another drives the bus along the road of terminal illness. There is much to learn. To participate, I must remain mindful of being thrown off balance. For five weeks, I have claimed this seat, studied the weird landscape flickering in my depths like a dark/light show, sought to wrap words around it. Still its full import eludes me.
Because I trust the driver of the bus, not visible in the dream, I will continue boarding the bus each morning for the next lesson.
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December 9, 2019 at 5:13 pm
vickymeehan
Liz I’ve been following along your blogs for a while now and so appreciate your insightful reflection along this journey. Hope to see you soon when we are able to bring a 220 group to your home. 💝